i don't hate her

i loved her until i figured out that it hurts a lot less to just NOT CARE.

u don't expect her to turn up to your tournament, NO DISAPPOINTMENTS.

u don't expect a call on your birthday, don't expect to see her for months, NO DISAPPOINTMENTS..

u want us 2 go make up - sink a few drinks together, nice exes hug?

I've given her enough hugs,

She's given me enough disappointments.........

ribuan terima kasih buat kamu kerana membentuk aku menjadi 'aku'..

bile kaki da berpijak kt bumi yg nyata,
kwn n lwn sumenye da tunjuk muke,
masihkah kite nk berada di takuk yg lame?

persoalan yg sebenarnye,
adakah perasaan tu masih same?

kau masih memberi, namun kau ttp tidak menerima,
adakah kau puas hati dgn segala apa adenye?

dan jawapan utk segalanye,
tidak kira siape memberi dan siape menerima,
kau ikhlas, kau dpt pahala.

berkenaan takuk, yg lame akan ttp ade,
tp takuk yg br dah tiba mase utk dibuka.
br meluas terbuntang semua mata.

perasaan pula, selepas sekian lame,
kau fikir segalanye xkan berubah ikut arus mase ke?

kau bukanlah kau yg dulu,
setiap mase bodoh dan dungu.

kau adalah kelahiran yg baru,
ceria, maju, dan tidak lagi merapu..............

DesIre

too often, d thing u want most, is d one thng u cant have... desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out... desire can wreck ur life. but as tough as wanting sumting can be, the people who suffer the most are those who dont know what they want.....